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Sunday, February 6th, 2005

Time:4:17 pm.
Please, everyone, add oscurotrophic to your friends lists if you wish to keep up with me. I may not be able to start from scratch, but I can take my lessons to other places.

This will be completely effective by tomorrow evening.

+Lydia
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Time:4:12 pm.
My mom said they tore down all of our orange blossoms. That it would be a sad spring.

I told her there were still some in the cow pasture. She said not enough. I said more than nothing.

I'm going to learn to smile at the smallest things and let them change my life again and again.

You've all changed my life again and again.

I hope I've changed yours for the better, or if for the worse -- with lessons.
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Time:12:32 am.
ambrose_underwood: I am dying.

chang_wufei_shenlongs_pilot: Nah.

ambrose_underwood: I wish I were joking.

chang_wufei_shenlongs_pilot: I won't let you die.

chang_wufei_shenlongs_pilot: I will give you anything you need to keep you alive.

ambrose_underwood: I don't know what I need.
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Saturday, February 5th, 2005

Subject:Funny how close they all are.
Time:11:55 pm.
You scored as Grease. Adolescent angst, raging hormones, vibrant physicality and 1950s pop culture! FRIGGIN\' A!!! You probably were one of the best dancers at St. Bernadette\'s, or the tough guy every bobby-soxer had a major crush on. So, take a ride in your \'56 Chevy and keep it cool, man!

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Wicked

67%

Grease

67%

Avenue Q

63%

Cats

63%

Les Miserables

63%

Hairspray

50%

What MUSICAL are you???
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You scored as True Neutral. A True Neutral person has two faces- either these people are merely apathetic, preferring to focus their minds on more important things, or these people truly believe in a balance of all things. To these people, there can be no light without some darkness. These people also have no dedication to, or intrinsic distrust of, laws.

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True Neutral

70%

Chaotic Good

60%

Lawful Good

60%

Chaotic Evil

55%

Neutral Evil

50%

Chaotic Neutral

45%

Neutral Good

45%

Lawful Neutral

35%

Lawful Evil

35%

What is your Alignment?
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Friday, February 4th, 2005

Time:10:48 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
Okay. In order to validate my existence on LJ, for those of you I've recently added, and who probably have seen little in the way of impressive entries (because they are few and far between here, assured), I will now take the time to surmise what has happened in the last week or so that has made my life complete shit in a burlap sack.

Salt, you are my only true friend.

This is not for those feint of heart, gut or soul.Collapse )
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Time:9:56 pm.
Mood: curious.
You know, I think that was one of the strangest, yet coolest, messages I've ever heard left on our machine.

It was like someone was thinking about leaving one, was trying to figure out a message, almost had one, then gave up.

I wonder who it was. O.o
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Time:8:26 pm.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...unique
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Time:9:35 am.
Brief glimpses, subtle suppressions of what I cannot yield to.

I have to let you go, and let your wings unfurl.

You are free, Kelly.
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005

Time:11:18 pm.
Bit off my fingernails today.

Some of you know that this means.

Others will learn.
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Time:10:31 pm.
You scored as Indie. Indie.

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Indie

83%

Hardcore

75%

Indie Rock

71%

Classic Rock.

67%

Emo & More

63%

Britpop

58%

Industrial

54%

Ska

50%

Punk and Pop Punk.

46%

Mainstream

42%

Country

42%

Hip Hop and Rap

25%

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Time:6:50 pm.
Beautiful.
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Time:6:21 pm.
I am in pain, on the inside and out.

I'm having alfredo with shells and broccoli for dinner.

I need as much comfort as I can get.

This year has not been a good year.
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Time:12:01 am.
Mood:yawn.
You need a lot of free time to be reading this.Collapse )
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005

Time:6:51 pm.
Mood: stable.
Stage floor. Been torn to bits and pieces, hacked at with large chisels, shaved with strange vibrating devices and polished with a sealing fancy glue. One problem now that we face, even when the cyc trough was full of water they OVERCAME: the Duron was not ordered. Cheapass, off-the-shelf Home Depot UNTEMPERED masonite was delivered. Cue much growling. Even the crap we had before needed a decade and three hurricanes to make it warp to hig hell; this untempered stuff would be warping within hours. Need Duron, need supah-masonite. End stage story.

Begin Klly story. The decision seems as final as anyone can imagine. I wish her luck and strong will, as well as a door to happiness. That's all I can do.

I've had RP for the past two days; decent, lovely, multi-somewhat RP. With two people I've either hardly or never RPed with. I pine for one now. I've never been able to play Rociel not having seen Angel Sanctuary. But I can play WITH one now. *smirk*

Plan on painting myself more often, actually. I love the way it feels.
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005

Time:5:12 pm.
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Time:12:26 am.
Spanish storybook = NOT DONE.

My grade = DEAD.

Happy birthday to me! And my patheticness. *lies*
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Monday, January 31st, 2005

Subject:"Today is the day."
Time:5:32 pm.
On the back of a dumpster-
truck's mudflaps:
             Today is the day.

Maybe I need to stop focusing on what I can't be and realize what I can be.


Starting over is impossible,
but you can always start to fix things.
       ^
     Something I learned through
              politics.

Not actually paying
attention, but just
realizing you must be
realist to be helpful;
idealism is not
doable.

     Seems depressing.
But that's where an
idealistic dreamtime
and a realist do
time need balancing.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
People make problems
because they're bored.

That and we're masochists.
Makes it difficult to maintain
a positive outlook.
But that's where idealistic
resilience comes
into play.

     The balance.

So our final goal is
    balance. Central
    balance.

That's where we are
     Strong, Klly.
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Time:6:24 am.
I've never liked getting up before the sun. Although I do not worship it, I still respect that it heralds the coming of the DAY and so the NIGHT is being skimped by society's making up rise before DAYLIGHT. It's like violating the sacredness of night by throwing her loving arms away from us and seeking our own day, thus disrespecting the sun as well as the moon. The two beings that love us and keep us our entire lives and we show them the love of bratty children, forcing them to our wills. And then we wonder why we feel eighty at twenty, and sob at thirty for actions we commited at fifteen. We screw with the rhythms that have been with us forever. What kind of aliens are we.
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Time:12:09 am.
Mood: sad.
I just want someone to hold me
Oh and rock me through the night.
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005

Time:10:30 pm.
http://www.aperfectworld.org/Other_Projects/Sears/sears84.jpg


Dear Lord. I just don't understand it.
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